Life has its highs, life has its lows. This month showed me how uncertain the future is. I decided to go and finish bachelors program & got a mechanical drafting job. I also got fired from the concrete job I had. And 4 days into my new job got fired because “they don’t think I could get the hang of it & if I can’t perform when we’re slow how am I supposed to keep up when we’re fast?”. Then I found out one of my good friends from college passed. I have literally been struggling all summer & it just seems like things get worse and worse. I try to stay optimistic, but it hard bro. I’m not sad or upset, I’m just being honest. I am somewhat doing better because I’m finding out what is meant for me & that rejection is just redirection.
To be honest nothing really happened this month besides the universe kicking my ass lol. I have the graphics, lore, and merch for the ‘Lost Roads Tour” just haven’t shot anything. I’m working on a social media plan for Nirvana because I don’t promote it how I should. Plus the weather has been super ass too. It’s either hot asf or rainy for days. No in between. I think Jethro needs a new throttle position sensor and he should be straight. He didn’t start revving up and down until I took the carb off so maybe I broke something or didn’t plug a sensor back in.
Once I get some disposal income there will be a HUGE change to the website & I’m so excited about it. I have a master plan just watch. I just gotta get back on my feet first & make sure I stay there lol. Fr fr thought I’m blessed. Even though a bunch of bad things have been happening I’ve still been able to pay my bills, find new opportunities, and just bounce back in general. I like to think of it as the universe preparing me for the man I wanted to be.
Anyways keep a lookout on Nirvana’s IG page. One day a lot of post might be gone lol. But now that I’m more organized and actually have a plan to execute things are gonna change. I’ve finally made some good friends around Charlotte & they inspire me. Like if they can go out and live their dreams why can’t I? Sometimes I don’t even realize how much I hold myself back with just my thoughts, not anymore though (hopefully lol). PLUS I finally got a new Mac, so it’ll be easier doing business things & editing vs on my iPad. I kept it pretty short this time because normally I talk ya’ll heads off. But until next month big dawg. Peace is hard to find. Nirvana Prime.