Foreshadowing is crazy. Last month the issue was called “procrastinating”. And I did that all of January. Not in every aspect of life just a few lol. As far as being social I have been flourishing. I joined a pickleball club, hiking club, found a roller skating dance club, cornhole, run club, and a few more thing too. But as far a Nirvana I have been slacking hard.
First of all my job has gotten on my about my production rate which is crazy because it’s the slow season for us. So now I’m looking for all the work I can do so my numbers are where they’re supposed to be. That means I work the full 10 hours I am at work. It’s kinda nice because time flies, but sucks because I can’t do anything else but work. & I’ve been trying to get as many hours as possible because of plant shut down in December.
It was nice only having to work 2-3 days for 3 weeks in December but man did my pockets take a hit lol. Plus I got a half sleeve on my left arm that cost 2k, paid my car insurance for 6 months, & it was my parents birthdays. So I’m still recovering finically. I know money comes and goes so I’m not stressing about it, but Damm I spent ALOT lol. It’s whatever I got a small raise at work, I’m getting consistent hours again, & those college tax credits came in clutch so by the end of February I should be more than on my feet.
Now that I have the funds & time we are going to use them wisely. This spring I want to release a new collection. If you follow Nirvana’s photography page “Roseo” (Ro-se-o) you’ll have an idea of the design. For the next few collections I want it to be pieces of a story that all come together in the bigger picture. The overall theme of the next 3-4 collections is going to be about exploring and experiencing new things, with a cross country map showing all the stops on the way. Luckily we have Jethro to take us on our journey lol.
Hopefully the new buddies I’ve made in Charlotte help lol. I like doing things on my own but sometimes it’s nice to have a second opinion or reassurance.
One thing I think I’m getting better at is enjoying the small things in life. I know where I wanna go in life, & that it’s going to be a long and tough journey but I’m stopping to smell the roses and take in the view. I feel like I’m more observant & less stressed about things that happen. Because honestly it all works out in the end. Maybe that’s a sign or maturity or my frontal lobe developing, idk lol. What I do know is that I’m not going to stop trying to become a better person & growing everyday. Until next month big dawg.
Peace is hard to find. Nirvana Prime