Bro this month has flown by. It’s like I blinked & it’s already March. I’ve noticed lately that I’ve fallen into a grove. Sleep like 5 hrs, work 10 hrs, come home eat, shower, & sleep, then most likely go to the gym. I mean there’s nothing wrong with that, but I don’t want that to be my ENTIRE life. Like it’s so comfortable to fall into a routine & never change it. I’ve been forcing myself to try new things & go new places but my procrastination habits still linger. Not as bad tho, but still there lol.
Honestly nothing really happened this month. Jethro is running fine after a new starter, battery, & spark plugs. But bro will not be going anywhere until is consistently warm outside. I’m not driving a metal ice box around lol.
Last issue I talked about how I wanted to release a new collection around May or June. If you follow Nirvanas photography page Roseo_Prime ( Ro-se-o) you’ll already know what the logo looks like. I wish making graphic was as easy as it looked. I dropped $300 on designs because I changed my mind 3 times lol. My graphic designer had the patience of a priest because I know I was getting on his nerves. Either that I imagined didn’t correlate how I thought it would, or I completely changed my mind on a graphic he already made.
I know that the design is good, but the lack of sales kinda messes with my confidence & I sit down and think “is this really a good design” & doubt myself. Doesn’t help that I’m not really socially active either…I know I need to do another photoshoot or ad or something to promote the brand. Idk I want everything to be perfect before I act on something, but I’m a “fuxk it we ball” type of person too & these trait constantly clash lol. But since I’ve made new friends in Charlotte I actually have people to be in the promote the new drop, so I have been productive somewhat lol.
I guess I called this issue “Mileage” because I’m running my mouth lol. Every piece that I drop I want it to have meaning behind it. I feel like it’ll better connect with my audience & people will be more inclined to support. I never want it to seem like I’m doing this for a money grab. I think out every name & design before I act. That’s probably why it takes me so long to drop lol. But hopefully I can look back on this one day & just watch my growth. I’m 23, I'm still changing as a young adult, & hopefully the person I grow into is proud of me trying so hard.
Anyways that got deep for no reason. This magazine is more like a journal sometimes but it’s ok lol. Nirvana means peace & this is my safe space. Until next month big dawg.
Peace is hard to find. Nirvana Prime.